THE HERE NOT THERE
Photograph by the author Filtered through branches and clouds and greens, the afternoon sun creates a kaleidoscope of rays and shades and flickers and birds. “It looks refreshing there,” the others say. It’s those first few minutes of a call, when not everyone is there, when noting things in the background fills the glitching silence. For a moment, I feel that my here—their “there”—doesn’t have to be the here that it is. I try to respond. But it’s hard to find easy words to describe a depthless picture hovering behind them. I really want to say something witty—funny—about the image. It’s