My ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) leaves me in two completely opposite worlds. I travel between these two worlds on a daily basis due to my—very strong—medication. This is my travel journey.
I am ashamed to share my pencils, all of them are bitten. It’s the only way for me to focus.
Without my meds, my mind struggles to focus on a single idea.
Reading long texts is hard. I am lost in waves of letters.
I am lost, therefore I am.
Thinking about everything except what I should be thinking about.
Especially the ice cream that I will give myself as a reward after my exam.
I take my meds. I lose my appetite. I lose weight.
I am me and not me, a transformed being.
I am annoyed by people and avoid them.
Hybrid mode on.
Blood circulation is only in my brain.
No blood reaches my feet.
An organization craze strikes all of a sudden.
I get angry and irritated by the slightest thing.
The medication starts to wear off, and I gradually go back to my other world.